yawn.

i am sleepy. this has been a LONG freakin weekin (haha, i rhymed).
so, let's uh... let's take a little gander at what happened, k?
i will attempt to be as brief as possible.
thrusday: tigerheat in l.a. with yasmine, tina, randy and my newest gay lover Jeramiah. drinking occured. yasmine danced on those big boxes above the crowd with various gay men and one random girl. looked away from her for what seemed like a second, she disappeared (@ this point she had no ability to control her actions, but i was unaware of the severity of the situation at this time). searched for her for about 10 minutes. found her sitting on another box thing, surrounded by gay men all looking concerned. they asked if i was her friend, told me she fell off the box and someone fell on top of her. she'd hit her head. she didn't recognize me... "i cant find any of my friends..." on her cell, probably trying to call me. thought it might be a good idea to take her to the bathroom. soon discovered she couldn't walk. a guard followed us to the bathroom. send in some woman to come kick her out. i asked them to wait with her outside while i got my friends (i wasn't getting kicked out). took me a while to find tina and the gang. finally found them. some of us left. tina and i took yasmine to del to get her some water and maybe sober her up a bit. she threw up in del... on tina, hehe. more throwing up outside. cops drove by as the puking continued. we drove home, me holding both a puke bag and bobbing head with my injured wrist. yasmine fell asleep with no puke left. tina and i took showers. then sleep.

friday: george's suprise party. basically cheese pizza. a drink that seemed to be the drink of the night, but i dont even want to attempt a spelling (it's pronounced yay-ger? [isn't it just jager?] and some red bull?). then it involved some dancing... LOTS of dancing to music i don't necessarily consider amazing. but anyway, then followed a LOT of crying by tina and candice. candice started it, but then tina continued it. for at least 2 hours.
i didn't notice at first, then i did, and i figured they just needed some time alone, but then i realized they were drunk and probably very confused as to why they couldn't stop crying, soi seculuded them and they stopped within 10 minutes. then candice returned to the party, perfectly fine. then tina started crying some more about other things. then she used the phone a lot. then she stopped crying finally. then she came down also, smiling and happen. then a some other stuff happened that isn't really interesting to me... gay men hooking up, nakedness and whatever, haha. then sleep. then 6 am awakening, driving to l.a.

saturday: sleeping till 12pm once we where back in l.a. tina left. tina came back for lunch. pb and j. and animal crackers for me.tina left. tina came back. jeramiah, tina and i went to find ruele in some area i cant remember. it wasn't open yet. came home. tina left to get jordan. jeramiah and i got pizza and watched a lifetime movie till tina and jordan came back. left the house to go to bang. didn't get in cause jordan was wearing shorts. drove to denny's. didn't eat. dropped off jeramiah at the dorms. jordan, tina and i went to clairmont. slept.

sunday: met a new person named dillon. went to the park. met up with sebastian. went to the taco factory. went to kiwiberry or something (they actually have really good fat-free green tea flavored yogurty stuff that they add fresh fruit to that's really yummy. or mochi... they can add mochi!). then to borders. seb left. we went to jordan's. tina and i left. went to my house to get laundry. went to get boba smoothie. went to a park in irvine to take pictures. took some long exposures at dusk... not sure if that'll work. went to "the departed" with tina's mom. she got me a pretzel and a soda. i love her. it was ok i guess... i guess it was good... some holes in the story but whatever. if you're willing to overlook them i guess i will. went to tina's. did my laundry (she told me to do it there so i didnt have to go to a laundry mat, hehe.) had an uncrustable and chocolate milk. helped tina with her project while watching "shopgirl".
i love jason schwartzmann. and i dont care who knows it. he's adorible.

damn... no feelings tonight. i'm exhausted.

listen to "the same fire" by bishop allen. it's worth it. i promise.